Oh my God! I haven’t written anything in my diary for
so freaking long! I think it’s been… seven months. What a quiet and beautiful
year this has been. If anything out of the ordinary had occurred, I would have
come to share my happiness or sadness. But I’ve had… Peace, quiet, calm, love,
harmony… It’s like I’m a character in one of those movies in which a student
has learned the secrets of a wonderful life from his master.
I’ll start writing the most important stuff. I see
that at the beginning of year I felt that I was gonna get better grades. How
sweet… I was right. I have had the best grades in my class, something that I
never thought it would happen. I’m a mediocre student. It seems that I was lucky,
otherwise I can’t explain how I knew all the answers. I even started to miss
the old days when I didn’t know the answer and said something very funny that
made the whole class laugh.
Let’s get over this. School isn’t that important to
me. The one that really matters to me is Lia. Even if our relationship has
begun in the Small Park, which was the place where we’re had our first kiss,
we have always loved to walk in Parcul Crâng. It’s the most famous park in our
town and also some sort of a symbol. Too bad it’s just a small part of what
Codrii Vlăsiei (Vlăsia’s Woods) were.
We don’t like to stay in the public eye for too long
and so we start walking through the forest and we get lost in it. Sometimes we
spend hours and hours under an oak that’s been there for hundreds of years.
There we feel like we’re next to a grandfather who tells us about the funniest
things he’s done in his life. And we laugh. And we have so much fun… I wonder
what most people see when they look at an oak like this. Maybe they see a big
tree that could keep the peasants warm in the winter.
After a while we get up and start running in the
woods. I was tempted to say that we were doing this „like two kids,” but that’s
exactly what we are. Sometimes we happen to run into dogs that are said to have
bitten a lot of kids, but in our presence, the animals are very friendly and
playful. Maybe the fact that we are not afraid of them has been very important.
They feel that we’re friends, not foes. Who knows? Anyway, we play with those
poor animals for a few minutes and can’t help to feel sorry for them. They look
as if they haven’t been pet before.
This kind of life has to be so sad. Dogs have come into
this world to be man’s best friends, but the only things they got in return
were curses, pain and suffering. How can an animal not be violent if he’s been
treated like that? Doesn’t man act the same when the pain and suffering become
unbearable? It’s the exact same situation…
I have always thought that our LOVE is so strong, that
nothing in this world can ignore it. The dogs usually follow us until we get
out of the park. We feed them every time and they are so happy, that I can’t
not think that there are people in this world that would act the same way… I
myself could have been on of those people. Diana could have been too… All these
thoughts make me be thankful for everything that we have. Even if both my
natural parents are dead, there are people who love me very much and whom I
adore. La vita e bella!
And here comes 13 again… A new chapter of my diary has
begun, because I have turned 13 on May 13 and… surprise! I and Lia have
celebrated the first year of our relationship on June 13, but I couldn’t help
the feeling that there was something strange going on. One day earlier, she
wasn’t at home, but in Bucharest, to do another medical control. I don’t know
why she’s doing this and… it seems that she doesn’t want to tell me. Every
single time I have asked her about it, she started talking about something
different. She never wanted to give me an answer and that’s why I haven’t
pushed her to do so.
OK… How did we celebrate our first year together? It
was nothing out of the ordinary. We just took longer walks than usualy, but
still we didn’t feel tired. Our love is so strong, that it can overcome any
problem that comes in our way. Do we dream too much? Maybe, but I don’t give a
damn! I’m never gonna change and I’m sure that she’ll do the same. Life is
beautiful and it’s worth living. When you have your loved one next to you,
enjoy every second!
And that’s exactly what we do! We enjoy each and every
second spent together, we’re forgetting all our trouble and we’ll come to be
the most beautiful couple EVER!
I don’t know if I’m gonna write too often this year,
as things have been very quiet lately. I know it’s only halfway gone, but
nothing bad can happen to me! I’m 13 years old!
